Thank you for keeping up with me; for hugging me when I’m sad and for calming me down when I’m mad; for trying to respond to my messages as much as you can and for never making me wait long. I don’t know how you do it but you always seem to know what to do to make me smile. It makes me feel so lucky to have someone who’d try to wake up just to respond to my messages late at night. Thank you, really.
I was told that whenever you cry and the first tear drop is from the right eye, it’s happiness, left is pain, both, frustration — I didn’t believe this is a true story.
I was crying, first tear drop from the right and I wasn’t happy.
I swam into your fiery lies, made myself believe
I hid all my cries, I wouldn’t want to leave
We have done our parts, maybe then we’ll see
True owners of our hearts, mine’s drowned in your sea
If I want something I’ll go for it. Worth the trouble or not, I’ll take the risk and not let anyone make me feel I don’t deserve it because in the first place, I won’t go pushing something I know I don’t deserve.
A love like that of a dying rose. Striving for everyone to still notice its hue, sadly, it left the world revolving – its colors fading and the scent no longer alluring.
I hold my emotions back and try to be still. Putting my best efforts, trying to understand everything and trying my best to slip everything away with not a word to say. Because the moment I begin to tell you one thing, I’ll be telling you everything then I’ll get mad or you’ll do, I knew. We’ll then lose each other and cut this. I don’t want to lose you and I don’t want to end this so I hold my emotions back and try to be still.