Thank you for keeping up with me; for hugging me when I’m sad and for calming me down when I’m mad; for trying to respond to my messages as much as you can and for never making me wait long. I don’t know how you do it but you always seem to know what to do to make me smile. It makes me feel so lucky to have someone who’d try to wake up just to respond to my messages late at night. Thank you, really.

I hold my emotions back and try to

I hold my emotions back and try to be still. Putting my best efforts, trying to understand everything and trying my best to slip everything away with not a word to say. Because the moment I begin to tell you one thing, I’ll be telling you everything then I’ll get mad or you’ll do, I knew. We’ll then lose each other and cut this. I don’t want to lose you and I don’t want to end this so I hold my emotions back and try to be still.