I was told that whenever you cry and

I was told that whenever you cry and the first tear drop is from the right eye, it’s happiness, left is pain, both, frustration — I didn’t believe this is a true story.

I was crying, first tear drop from the right and I wasn’t happy.

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I hold my emotions back and try to

I hold my emotions back and try to be still. Putting my best efforts, trying to understand everything and trying my best to slip everything away with not a word to say. Because the moment I begin to tell you one thing, I’ll be telling you everything then I’ll get mad or you’ll do, I knew. We’ll then lose each other and cut this. I don’t want to lose you and I don’t want to end this so I hold my emotions back and try to be still.